the only difference between martyrdom and suicide

This picture seems so far away, croatia this summer? I want my tan back!
Despite the sunny weather it was freezing outside.. Have tried to comfort myself with nutella on yoghurtbread and coffe - it worked!? Hopefully I´m going to dance it of - afrodance soon and maybe I´m going to worm up with some bellydance, long time since last, it will get me in better mood? - my bloodsugar level must have gone down, all I´m saying is London or Australia - why not both - next year, in some way!